I'm crying. I'm too emotional and wrung out to post anything remotely coherent. But the mirror and the stubborness and how it's nobody and everybody's fault. And I have to laugh at myself because I just spent the past week talking Ru and Jones down from believing Remus dies. There's got to be a way to fix that. I can't believe he's dead. CAN'T.

I've been reading for just under 8 hours. Now I must get some sleep.