I can sort of relate. I get so damn many ideas for stories and it takes me so damn long to write them. I have to have the whole story in my head before I can even begin to write them. My fics always turn out to be friggin' epics. I've got an X-Files M/K story I've been working on in my head for a couple of years. I think it's going to have about 3 arcs. Some time around the second or third arc it's going to cross over with Oz. (Human test subjects are needed, my head went to prisoner, and then to why invent some. Just do a crossover.) That thing is still in like outline form and I haven't figured it all out yet. It's taken up so much of my brain other fics curl up and die in it's wake.

My thing is I get images, like a movie of what's going on. Not words. I have to come up with the words later.

This is why I would never participate in one of those. I'd never be able to finish anything in time. I am such a slow writer.

I've got a fantasy novel idea in my head, but I've no idea where I'm going with it. I think it wants to be a series. I've got one tiny part of it worked out. I have no idea what is going on with it. It won't tell me. Today I got some half formed idea that is brewing in there involving ancient myths and heck even christian mythology. I think Christ wants to be in it. That's all I need. I'd just love to see how the freaking christian right wing would respond to some of what's brewing. I might have to hide under the bed.

I'm so rambling right now. I need to go to bed. I'm probably not even making sense. Ignore me, I'm off.