Oh, honey. I've had grey hair since I was 23, it doesn't mean anything. And there must be someone on my web site you haven't read. Sure there is, with the amount of total crap I have on there no one can have read it all. Except me, and I'm hopeless.

I know, JAG. There's a fandom you haven't delved into, right? So hey, there's hope for your life yet.

If it helps you can remind yourself that I'm older than you and far more pathetic, so there's hope for you yet. Hey, it makes some people feel better.

Oh geez, that was definitely not my intention. Dragging you into the cesspool that is JAGfic, that is. It's not even any good, really. Well, it's better than the Toy Soldiers fic I just read, but that's not saying much.

As for your current state of early life crisis, I completely understand. I've been going through the same thing myself for a few years now. I'm living with my parents, for God's sake. Granted, I am only here so I can afford to go back to school, but it's not like I'm actually in school yet.

Honestly, I don't know if any of us ever feel like we're done growing up. How could we?

I think we've all done that particular ranty whine once or twice. The whole 'working for a living' thing is a drag, especially when you're too smart for entry-level office work. I guess you just have to get to the point where you either climb a tower and start firing, or go find something else to do with your life.

As for Toy Soldiers, for some reason I get a sort of perverse kick out of watching Joey die. I think it's probably because it's Wil Wheaton, which is strange because I'm one of the rare few who actually enjoyed Wesley back in the day. But no one seems to have written the post-movie comfort sex fic that I want to read, as they are all too hung up on the Billy/Joey. It's a shame, really. But I haven't got time for that fic right now, I'm too busy trying to get Nick to cooperate with me.

I got my hair cut recently and found 4 gray hairs. I'm not ready for gray hairs. I'm only 29. I yanked those puppies right on out of there. I'm in denial they ever existed.

I'm living with my parents so I can go back to school as well. Nursing school for me. I haven't applied yet, but I'm hoping too soon. With what the news are calling the "Nursing Crisis" I should be able to find a job anywhere. I saw a recruiter at Walmart the other day for some women's thing. So at least I'm picking a good time to go into the profession.

I'm going up to the local college sometime this week to look into going into nursing school. Sounds like they are in such need that they'll help you any way they can. Going to see what all I need to do.